Meggie May

Rant Rant Rant

I’ve been working on not letting my emotions rule me. It’s been hard, but I’m finally doing really well with it :) it’s a little too late though. I let my boyfriend down terribly last Sunday and even though it’s been a little over a week, it still bothers me. It really shook him, and that really shakes me. Even though I don’t fully understand, I know I should’ve behaved better. Today should have been an emotional day, but I didn’t let it get to me! So I know if that situation ever occurs again I’ll handle it better. Sometimes I feel weird, but I know he’s right. I just wish I could explain how I feel better. I just wish I could go back and fix everything

You Might Be Spoiling Me With Too Much Love

I’ve been truly blessed with the most amazing boyfriend. He’s helped me with things nobody has ever helped with, many of which nobody wanted to help with. I went through therapy for anorexia unsuccessfully…until I met him. Now I can’t imagine eating less than 3 meals a day. He’s incredible. And I love being in love with him

Oh Valentine’s Day

For once on Valentines Day, I have a boyfriend. However, he’s 32 hours/ 1500 miles away. He was going to fly here, but that fell through.

I adore this boy more than I’ve ever liked anyone else. We’re perfect together and things couldn’t be better.

But sometimes, it gets so hard. I hate not knowing when I can see him, and when I get to, it’s for 2-3 days. Unless a holiday.

I’m just ready to freakin transfer there already.

I know I chose this relationship and I chose to be in a long distance relationship. That doesn’t mean it makes it easier. I hate seeing couples, especially couples whose relationship is completely superficial but get to see each other whenever. All I want is to see my boyfriend when I went without the use of a webcam.